As a Dub I remember everyone in a constant state of high-anxiety...THE SKY IS FALLING! (till they were overcome with some syndrome or depression brought on by this unhealthy debilitating mindset)
As if that made you worthy of surviving the Big A...if and when it came.
If you just lived your life...without anxiety...and the Big A arrived...you just "couldn't be worthy"...
Why? So what...if the "end" comes...it totally reminds me of the FEAR and TERROR that the terrorists try to instill in the population...so it's like a cloud that dampens any and all thoughts...I REFUSE TO GIVE IN TO THIS TACTIC....(so much for a "loving god")
I don't remember ever reading in the Bible...that I was to be in a constant debilitating state of fear...but rather happy EXPECTATION!
Since the Dubs are strictly outward appearance people...displaying a constant state of high-anxiety was considered a "spiritual" quality.
How f*cked up is that?
u/d(of the never did quite "fit in" class)