and no command to do the door to door preaching work.
Are you serious?
I'm about to hyperventilate... I can't believe I was made to go door to door as a little girl and if I didn't enjoy it, I was told that God would punish me and that all of the doors I missed might have people dying at Armaggedon and their blood would be on my shoulders. How horrible! I can't believe this!....
I always knew that they were messed up, but I have been completly cut off from the entire jw organization for 10 years! This is all new to me...I'm going to sleep on this. Wow!