After leaving the meetings for good ( which takes more time for some than others ) my alcohol intake dropped to near unseen levels.
I was drinking 2/3's of a bottle of gin, vodka, rum or brandy EVERY NIGHT.
This would be from 5pm to midnight or later, so I was not really "drunk", just a strong buzz. I wouldn't drive, as I was certainly above the legal limit for California (0.08 BAL for DUI/DWI). After learning TTATT, the need to self medicate went away. Imagine that...
Cap, try missing some meetings. Initiate the next step in your legendary fade. I faded with no outside help or support. I was already out when, thankfully, I found this site. You are in a much better spot than most of us. Research what works before you do it.
Honestly, if you fabricate/legitimately have a believable excuse to miss 25% of the meetings you won't raise any eyebrows. I can't wait to congratulate you on a successful exit. I for one. am rooting for you! I know there are many here that could only dream of your position.
You're so close, Cap.