The "Diary of an Armegeddon Survivor" is interesting.
It reminds me of a line from one of Robert Service's poems "The Wage Slave"
- where he " .... didn't want to go to hellfire, like I' ve heard the Preacher say,"
"but didn't want to go to Heaven - not with some of the Preachers I' ve met!"
All your comments, though, give the lie to the Watchtower Society's line that all brothers who are "reaching out " for these privileges are doing so out of an altruistic motive - to "help the congregation."