I don't think despite all my ups and downs, my worries, my insecurites, my trying to live life apart from that I really in my heart of hearts know to be right, that I could ever really lose my love for Jehovah. I just can't forget that what I once learnt. It can't be undone. Its hardwired into my psyche.
Jehovahs Witness? Oh I think I'm that too. I agree with what they teach, I really do believe that above all they really do have the right way. The Truth. The true Religion.
JW? No of course I'm not. I fail miserably. I don't reach the standards to be counted amongst the numbers. Your convictions here are just as strong albeit in reverse to mine. You once felt as I did, I'm not sure I'll ever feel as you do. The only thing that remains is an empathy in that I try to understand you. I don't feel I'll ever "be" you. I don't think you'll ever know me.
My Interest, becomes yours too. Your interests, mine. You're hurt. I'm hurt too.. A collective brings strength. What about those caught in between?