Hello, I've been lurking for quite some time here on this forum, reading a whole lot and I've finally made the courage to create an account as a form of escape and in hopes to be understood and not feel "mentally diseased". Little background on me, I am a born in but I consider myself a PIMO (physically in mentally out). I feel like I've always had doubts but these doubts would sink with the meetings and the assemblies and every other little thing that drowns any doubts a Witness may have. It wasn't until the fall of 2016, in a couple of months a year from now, that I officially had woken up. And it hit me hard, wave after wave of learning about things I never knew about. In this entire past year I've been reading as much as I can on everything, from the whole 587 vs 607 date for Jerusalem's destruction, the Australian Royal Commission, the Armageddon predictions, things I never ever knew or heard about. And it's definitely a tough situation and I would definitely appreciate any support being that I genuinely feel like people I speak to, such as family, don't understand and speak to me as if I have a problem, as if I am mentally diseased. Thank you very much.