When you don't even bother to fill in the answers on the written review anymore.
When you, as a non drinker, have to duck out to your car for a quick nip of wine or beer just to calm the anxiety that attending the meeting induces. ( I had to do this toward the end of my JW days )
When you stop turning in time even though you have time to turn in.
When you ask to reschedule talks you've been assigned in the ministry school so much that they stop giving you assignments.
When you're attending an assembly in a stadium and instead of it being encouraging, it feels like you're having an out of body experience.