- You start listening to music deemed "unsuitable for Christians"
- You pretend to knock on the doors
- You explain a JW teaching to someone and realize how ridiculous it sounds
- You visit an apostate site and your heart is pounding, then you apologize to god... then go back to it
- You use the KH wifi to visit eBay, Amazon or even this website
- You stop explaining yourself to elders or nosey elders wives
- You buy a birthday gift for one of your friends in secret
- You get angry when someone criticizes the org, then angrier still when you cant defend it.