by StinkyPantz 27 Replies latest jw friends
StinkyPantz:
I thoroughly enjoy your threads. Many are deep and thought provoking. I admire that you have the courage to seek other people's opinions on personal matters.
When I look at my thread history, it's filled with mostly dumb stuff. I'm a bit reluctant to ask for help with personal issues, especially in a public forum.
Tink & Doc-
It was only recently that I really started revealing stuff, so I totally understand your apprehension.
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I think a lot. I know that's a weird thing to say. Maybe more accurate is that I overanalyze and obsess. Yeah, that's it. When I do, I find it stress-relieving to share my "issue" and get feedback. This board allows me to get lots of it.
Maybe more accurate is that I overanalyze and obsess
i'm exactly the same way. maybe that's why i always have a "yeah, me too" feeling when i read your threads, SP. ;)
The few threads I have started were done mainly out of curiosity. I can't say that is how I directly feel about an certain issue. Call me nosey if nothing else.
I think the way I post is light hearted. There is a reason for it, every once in a while the Deep issue comes up. I think because half of me, expects that most people will not believe my history. So I keep it to my self. The one thing~ I will not stand for is someone automatically saying I am "Lying" when I am not. It may sound farfetched, even like a soap opera fiction ~ yet it happened and I lived the whole drama~ not by choice.
Trust is a very hard thing for me. Due to the Betrayals suffered growing up.
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I start threads because I hate everyone, and am trying to destroy as many peoples lives as possible.
Integ.
I have quite a mix. Serious questions, pure fluff, some religious concerns. But for the most part they are stories. About who I am, what's going on with me, and I am usually cast in the role of village idiot.
So I guess I am the anecdote queen. So this one time at band camp...
I rarely start threads..... which shows that I rarely think. Then, once in a while, I do get a thought!
Stink P : believe each thread shows a part of us to the world.
I guess it's true ...
That's why this board is like a big laboratory to me (category : male-female / people from everywhere / english speakers / JW's Background)
The last reason is why I'm here and participate to share what I can share, learning from/and about others, giving my point of view ... Everything is talking about influences/experiences ** and needs) ... - any kind
(Maybe sometimes something like : I do existe/ or need a Hug !!! or need to play/joking !!! need to express myself /be understood !!! need to ... whaterver it's all about different kind of needs **
** which is very interesting to know about every kind of
Hello Mrs Stinky
I have gone back and read some of your threads which were BSE (before shotgun era) and must say you are a remarkable woman, if I could I'd give you one of those two minute hugs and remind you of how great you are I would. Your strength and fortitude not to mention your sense of humour ...girl you must be the total package....On a side note somedays you look like Aliyah and next you look like Kelly...I actually don't look like Yosemite Sam...for gawds sake he' wearing an apostate beard and shoots pistols.
Now back to the topic of your present thread....I mostly start threads when I have questions or want to share my thoughts on topics...sometimes I start threads because I feel like I'm going to implode from the pressure of my present situation. When I post and come to the forum I feel like I'm not alone anymore that its not me against the world (WT) but I have allies who know what I'm going through and stand behind me even if its not literally. The thoughts and suggestions are invaluable.
