Dear SS, hmmm well, the dream about the demon turning into a giant chocolate cloud happened while I was on a cruise ship in Alaskan waters---a totally new experience for me, and it was a very spiritual adventure up there.
Before the dream I really did not like the color brown much, it was one of my mother's colors and I did not like it. I did like chocolate tho. So when this demon turned brown at first I was like 'ick' then I smelled chocolate and I said to it in the dream "nuh-uh!"(you know like 'NO way!') and I ran into it, instead of running away from it(or trying to since it never worked that way in the dream with doors usually slamming in my face and me not being able to scream Jehovah's name....)
After the dream I had a new appreciation for brown and even started dressing in it, which was very odd for me. I even started 'liking' my brown eyes...and not scoffing when my boyfriend of the time(husband now) told me he loved brown eyes. I mean I got the whole brown eyes 'mean you are full of it'--bullcrap when I was a kid and I hated my eyecolor! My father had brown eyes and my mother had gray eyes with navy blue rings...I felt so cheated. But I noticed my brown eyes were not opaque like my father's, but they were lighter and clear like my mother's with a dark ring and light center....
as a kid too my mother was always the bad guy religiously, the weak JW, the one who stayed home while dad and I went to meetings...
it changed alot of things for me, most of them around my mother. And in fact I found out that I am so much like her, in appearance and mannerisms, that I could have easily not even had any genes from my father at all(I WISH!)...I never knew that. Even my cousin who had not seen me in 20 years almost fainted when she saw me again--she said I was my mother! I have found out much about my mother's genealogy too....lots and lots of paganism. And in fact my mother and I have more of a relationship than we have ever had. Too bad she is 75 now.
so the demons in me had alot to do with my mother in me. I got it all sorted out and stepped back and looked at it all with new brown eyes...and the demons became chocolate clouds.