I know what you mean......I know what you mean!
You are NOT a loser. You are a good person. Keep plugging away at life each day and NEVER give up or in to any of the traps of society. It is hard and a tuff thing to do.
Your question to me: So tell me here Mr. Kim --- do you still believe in the great day as in the final judgement day?
The Answer: Yes I do. I would word it a bit differently but, that is good enough. All things come to an end within the human frame of time.