OK, I've known for a long time now that this is not "the one true religion", but I can't for the life of me, seem to make the final break. I seldom go to meetings and am usually bored out of my mind when I do go, but for the life of me, after I've missed about 3 or 4 weeks I start feeling guilty about "missing meetings" and I'll go. I'm really frustrated and angry with myself that I can't make the break, but in all honesty, there's still some people at the Hall that I care about and I guess I'd miss them if I left completely. Then I go, and I get really irritated when I listen to the Bullshit From The Platform and vow never to go again, but I still do.
Anyone else here feel like this?