Find some real friends outside of the religion...ones who aren’t judging you every step of the way and don’t need a religious meeting to get together....As others have said:..once you leave you are resented for not being there. This was my experience.
They especially resent ‘faders’ now because they have lost so many people now and there are fewer people they can come up to with an envelope to give money to JWs who never wanted to work or plan for retirement. This is regardless of whether you were criticized for having a job like I was.
I don’t want to be around this mentality.