Hallo everyone out there.
Little old me from Scandinavia wants to say "Hallo" to you all.
I´ve been lurking for some time now, but couldent find the courage to write.
I´m trying to fade away quiet and elegant but the dubs are after me like a group of blood hounds.
I feel so very very miserable about it all.
At this moment the most "loving and zealous" couple in my cong. are being -pardon my language-real bastards to me,the wife looking at me with pure hatred on her face,the husband is writing angry letters to me,demanding me to pray,count my blessings and come to the KH-because"paradise is just around the corner".
I just can´t do it anymore-the very thought of going to a KH makes me feel sick,the lies, the fake smiles,the gossip, the cliques in the KH.....
The never ending demands,the contol on everything .(Beleve it or not,I have had unannounced guests on saturday evening´s 22.00 or saturday morning´s 09.00)
Not to mention the betrayal from HQ.
No, I´m not going back,but I wish I didn´t feel so sad and unhappy about the situation,these people really,really hurt my son and me,without any reason at all.
O, the story´s I could tell.