I know marriage is tough and it takes work on both parts. we have been together for 27 years. The last eight have been involved with this cult. i won't go into detail, i have written much about this mistake.
Tues and Sun are the meeting days. I hate and loath both these days, My wife knows that me and our son's don't want to go to the indoctrination sessions. and, there is always an unspoken tension. it sucks....the problem is also i feel that she doesn't want to go either, but her guilt is making her go.
i don't tell her anything and i will not discuss anything about religion with her.
so back to my question. When does it end?
Will she wake up? i doubt it
will we end up divorced? more than likely, i believe her guilt to follow this religion will overtake her and destroy us.
Our kids hate going, when will she start to shun them for not taking to the Borg? sooner than later, because it's only obvious they don't like it.
So how and when does it end? Sometimes i wish i could just leave her, so she could pursue and dive into this cult and find a person in the religion that will be just has dedicated to this cult as she is and live happily ever after.
and i find a woman who has nothing to do with this cult and live a normal life and live happily ever after.
i tell my kids never to get involved with a witness woman and never get involved with this religion.
but, i don't have to tell them much..because they are independent self thinks, something my wife is not.
thanks for letting me ramble, this religion just destroys everything in a family.
biggest mistake i ever made.