I am very sorry. I was way overboard last night. I was hurt and wanted to take it out on someone.
Basically, I am a nobody. So what - I was a JW at some time. I was also RC at one time. That is no different to millions of others. My life hurts. My husband is a staunch JW. I am thinking for myself and feel like crap. I used to hope I would get hubby to listen - He WON'T - he told me in no uncertain terms this week. He says he loves me but I must change and be the wife he expects. I feel depressed.
A friend and an accomplice are out to make trouble. I am very tired. I don't care any more. They can do and say what they want.
For all of you who are open-minded - STAY THAT WAY!