I am experiencing a period of severe anxiety and possible a midlife crisis.
My wife who is still a witness has asked two elders to come round and see us both. I am so grateful to her for all the love and support she gives me. The elders coming round is something I am not looking forward to; how do you speak your truth at a moment of frightening anxiety? I don't want to add another problem in my life but this scenario of me leaving the jw's for 13 years while my wife continues is at the core of so much of my inner pain. I don't want to crush another persons faith as to wake up is itself very painful.
I am so stuck and really don't know how to live anymore.