well folks I have been trying for the last few years to come up with a life and a future and some kind of hope that this world and this existence was worth the struggle, but I am running out of dreams. War, economic problems, health problems, relationship problems. I have come to a point in my life where it does not matter if I get out of bed in the morning. Now before I get all this advice about depression and the benefits of prayer--let me just say that #1 -I am NOT depressed, and #2 -I am not a christian, don't want to be a christian and therefore find prayer just slightly offensive.
For the first time in my life with world events the way the are right now and my own personal struggles(which are not any better or any worse than they have ever been--and that is the point)I cannot see this world 10 years down the road. Does anyone else have this phenomenon occurring in their life right now like I do? I see no hope for improvement. Humans are bringing me down. Honestly the only thing I live for are my pets who I cannot see survivng without me and I can't stand the thought that they might suffer or be alone if I was not there to care for them. But cats and dogs only live so long, and when they are gone what will keep me going?
If anyone still has any real dreams that they think they might just be able to make come true--please share. Mine are all gone and I can't seem to come up with anything new that just does not come off as complete impossible fantasy.