Thank you all for the kind replies and welcome.
I intend to fade from the Org. progressively, but firmly. I love my freedom and right now I feel suffocated. I've been looking at jwfacts.com and I'm blown away with the lack of love, the hypocrisy, and the arrogance of the leadership. The Malawi vs. Mexico shocked me terribly. Are we murderers??
Like you said : "Facts are what should guide you whether this is the true religion or not".
In the recent past, due to my mother's passing, they played with my emotions and sucked me back in. They surrounded me from all sides, as they do so well, and I caved in. Now, however, with all this information that I'm learning about, and with hubby's help, I belive the outcome will be very different.
Again, thank you for your advice and concern.