How long since your last memorial?
2003 was my last one. The last three being 2001, 2002 and 2003 were only out of guilt. I no longer feel guilty!
My last was 2004. In 2005 my mom was in a nursing home and I sat with her while she listened online. And that was it.
I have a friend newly out, and this year was his first memorial missed. He messaged me a bit on Saturday, mixed feelings. I told him "jesus said don't worry about it." lol.