Are you truly searching for answers... or are you like a spoil child lashing back with lies and truths. I don't want to talk about the WTS,or the Governing Body. Who are they? They are flaw and imperfect humans, just like you and me.
We always looked a what ppl do to us, oh look how they turn away from me, they are not showing me no love, me, me, me. I just gave birth to depression... why couldn't I have been the little spark to start the fire back? Why couldn't I show love, even though I needed it too? Let's just face the truth... it's not the ppl, it us... we just don't want to be there and many of us are looking for an opening... an easy and quick exit!!
Face the truth... it's GOD you are suppose to be following but the truth is we want to do our own thing. Apostle Peter had the attitude to humble himself and he even made mistakes stumbled and fell on his face, but he had LOVE for GOD to get up and keep going but what about Judas? Was it the mighty dollar that had him? or was he just jealous? maybe his head was puff up with pride. Don't you know.... foolish pride will puff you up and leave you for dead. Ask yourself what religion has the apostle Peter attitude? What religion had the Judas attitude? both of them was imperfect, but the bottom line is which one got up and kept trying?
Did not GOD, use Cyrus to liberate his ppl from Babylon? Cyrus was not a servant of GOD, but GOD held his hand and gave him victory.
GOD's servants now on earth are not perfect... they are infalliable. GOD is not holding their hand... did you not hear Jesus at John 4:23... "GOD is looking for those who will worship him with spirit and truth." Don't you know if GOD was holding certain ones hands here on Earth now, they would be NO MISTAKES, in that's ones teaching.
Even if you knew that GOD was holding cetain ones hands, would you follow? Would you serve GOD? Would you be faithful? Sure... that's the same thing the Israelites thought... they had the pillar of fire over there heads... but they had to build the golden calf... they had the ark of coveant in their midst, but Korah had to challenge Moses , in other words challenge GOD and his authority.
Let's recongize, we are ALL SINNERS!!! and bad and unthinkable things happen, even with ones that have knowledge... did not Miriam challenge?
So ask yourself " DO YOU WANT THE TRUTH, KNOWLEDGE, UNDERSTANDING, AND WISDOM? If you had it want would you do with it? would you knock on doors and help others... or would you be greedy and keep it to yourself.
Is it GOD that you want to serve and worship or is it yourself? Should you obey your child or should your child obey you?
Have you stop believing in GOD to satify your selfish need... you keep saying their perfect ppl on this earth... you keep saying there a Paradise on this earth.... you keep saying there was no need for Jesus a perfect man to come to this earth.... you keep saying that GOD has no right to rule over us.... the tears has stop falling , but your still lying to yourself like a wild river....
There no tears....