Wires crossed here....sometimes i dont explain stuff too well??????????????And remember this...i just having a rant anyway!
1.After all, the truth is a powerful weapon, you can make people do anything when you have "the truth"...even murder!..
This is a famous quote by someone i forget.I was referring to the fact that when reading their stuff i could never understand the blood doctrine but i could actually overlook it and even rationalize it to a degree when i read the other stuff, since the other stuff seemed rather convincing.If someone is seen to have "the truth"......then people can be made to believe in and do the dumbest of things.....Ask
2 Things are all different now, JW's look like nothing more than a high control totalitarian cult with some rather wacky world views and prophecies?????????? strange eh!
Yeah thats right!
3 I'm glad they never got their claws into me too deep and that i have no family ties with 'em....
Halljelllulah.....Did they get their claws into me at all?.....well, depends on you want to define it, but to the extent that i read a lot of their stuff and they got me studying it, they it!
4 JW's were once fine Chocolate to a kid like me, now their looking like just boiled
Whatever.....well, fine choclate????? errrr.....Well, simply things looked pretty good for awhile there when i was younger but today that look like sh't!
5.So another 6 months ago i wander into h20 thinking its a JW board just to check things out, its really an Apostate board if your've been there!...Anyway i just started reading more and more of the apostate stuff...i got sucked in....its was very interesting to see how wrong i could be, how easily dupped i could be!
Yep! makes sense!
6 I view WT mags as an interesting study of propaganda and mind manipulation at the moment
Basically thats right...thats how i view 'em
So why did i say this eh?????
8.But to be honest, to be straight up, i'm still not resolved in repsect to JW's...Theres a bit in me that still thinks i might be the truth...
Aint ambivalence a bitch......I said there is a bit, which is not a very big bit...but a bit nonetheless.....What i mean is that the WT to me at this moment sure looks like a crock of sh't, thats how i feel.....however there is this other side, thats rather compartmentalized that just wants to push the study a little further....wants to cover all angles.Its called "doubt".I'd say i was 90% resolved in relation to the WT.When i started out re studying the sh't 6 months ago....i was 50/50 probably.I was even intending to go to kingdom hall at one stage but that ideas getting snuffed out the more i read online...what would be the point eh!Things are never black and white Frenchy, always theres this schizophrenic bit and its in everyone!......