Apocalypse,
Yeah! I'm a droner myself. Trying to do the slow "submerge" though. My wife is a regular pioneer, but is very sympathetic with my struggles since she is aware of my history and the crises that had developed within me because of the WT Society. Since my other family members are still JW's, I would rather "fade" instead of DA myself. It would be much easier in the days ahead functioning normally with the family unit. Both my wife and I are in our mid-30's. I was raised a JW (2nd generation) while my wife studied and was baptized at age 27 (1st generation).
Circuit Assembly, huh? That reminds me of our past "Special Day Assembly" during the middle of October. It was a challenge to set thru it with "joy" []. My view toward the talks have changed dramatically. Now I'm really analyzing what they are saying from the platform (Like a critic). Kinda' like what you are doing. It does helps reconfirm our true convinctions, right? And since I'm a MS, I was used to help with the stage crew. That was kind of a distraction that helped me get thru the long day.
And don't worry, I also think that the BORG will implode .
Alligator Wisdom (aka Brother "NOT Exerting Vigorously")