This is somewhat long. I have never told anyone before.
I had a vision a while back while I was driving my auto...I was very much awake and fully aware of me and my surroundings. But all of a sudden, my mind started to race. It began being flooded with thoughts so fast, I could not keep hold of one before the next one barged in and forced the previous one out. Then I began seeing...
The windshield became almost like a translucent transparent old movie screen that resembled a vintage movie ambiance with flickering light and lines and dots and fuzzy little hairs shooting by. All the while I still had full control of my vehicle while this event continued on. It was like my mind was spilt in two. One half of my mind driving, the other mind tossed into this weird surreality where the visuals began to become very focused and concise.
The vintage movie effect faded and a world of color began, all the while I am driving my car in full control.
I was rushed hurriedly into what seemed like going through creation, FAST, FAST FORWARD...like traveling at the speed of light, strange scientific formulas written on chalkboard, interconnections of physical things I had never seen before, lines of light coming together and forming solids, what seemed like a house of gears so huge and vast, but with the precision and intricacy of a delicate antique watch...the vision seemed to sync up with the music I had playing. Then I was taken down.
The voice said, "pomegranate, see what I have made." Then I was taken into the microcosm. It was like I was absorbed throught the lens of the most powerful electron microscope. I was made to be small. Very very small. I didn't know what I was looking at, it was all like complex engineering drawings made from tangible physical stuff. All the while, I was still driving my car.
Things from the real world began to spin in. An old black and white photo of Albert Einstein spun in and flashed on and off, with the complex engineered drawings of the tangible stuff as the backdrop. Then the typical man made symbolic resemblance of the atom came onto the visual stage spinning and moving. The electrons whizzing faster then I ever could comprehend. Then I got scared. I knew what was going to happen. With horrific intensity, I was catapulted at horrific speed towards the Symbolic Atom. Oh my Living God!
My facial features felt is if I was going down the fastest first hill roller coaster, heading faster and faster than full speed towards this molecule. What I thought would be a collision with this thing ended up being an entry into it. I saw the middle. Clasped tightly together. Two things clinging together with a force I never knew existed. I heard the voice, "strong neuclear force is Love" Proton and neutron is Love? What do you MEAN!!! I cried in my head. All the while, I'm STILL behind the wheel of my car driving.
Then this place I was in shook VIOLENTLY. I heard "pomegranate, I HATE DIVORCE" Then the two clinging together seemed to be being forced apart. Split. A severing of sorts. I felt in my being a sense of something being very wrong here. In my mind came the vision of a young mothers child being ripped from her clinging arms and being born for the first time. The pain was never felt before. PAIN! It is hurting these two who were clinging to be forced apart. I heard a loud noise, but the music was still playing in the ambiance. I am still driving my car.
They came apart. They have come apart. I said this is not good. This is bad. This is very bad. They pulled further and further apart from each other. One to the left one to the right. Further and further and further apart they went. To the furthest point of my peripheral vision. Then it happened. The one on the left dissappered. Gone. I said OH NO!! Then the one on the left turned the most vivid color of crimson red I had ever seen. And it grew in size. Immensely so. It seemed to be generating heat like the scorching of the sun. RADIANCE was blinding me. I couldn't see everything very well. Just when I thought all things were going to blow up from this blinding climax, the one on the left pops back in again. And oh my God. They start racing towards each other. I knew what was happening. Strong nuclear force. I am in the presence of two that were FORCED apart, that NEVER should have been divided. LOVE. I am at ground zero. There is no where for me to run. I am sitting spell bound and awe struck as these two race at each other on a collision course at light speed. I think I am in big trouble. Fission and fusion. For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. I can't be in the presence of this. I am going to die. Please. I can't witness this. I can't hide. Where can I hide?? Hide me Hide me please!! They are going to SMASH INTO EACH OTHER!!
I SCREAMED OUT LOUD!!
My feet coiled up off the pedals of my car like the fetal position for a moment. Then I put them back down. I was covered in it whatever it was. Tingles. Chills. My hair standing on end.
The voice, "We are coming back together pomegranate."
I began to cry my eyes out like a baby.
All the while, I was driving my car.