You are an unique being among 7 billion - never in the history of the universe or human story there was nor will be someone like you! When I think about this it makes me feel happy and worthy, despite my ups and downs during my life term, and likes and dislikes about this vessel of mine (body), i am happy to be alive and have to come into existence!
I now know that I a part of a whole, i am part of Creation and God or the Universe, or Divinity takes care of me, moreover, that Divinity has to take care of me becuase I am his creation - he is my Adonai! (I am speaking in very universal terms there ... lol). I now understand that I didn't ask to be born, I came into existence as part of this beatiful Universe and Creator God takes care of me as I see myself as one with Him and everything else in this universe.
Be aware/consious of yourself. Within you there is God power, there is a substance to build the empire of your dreams, you are here in this universe at the right time, you are a very much needed piece to complete this beautiful tapestry of humans. You are giving life, form to this forum for example, your thoughts, words are evoking emotions, thoughts, feelings in others that may change their lives and so on goes the chain ... you are a very special link.
Now, everyone that works contributes to a whole, from the janitor to cleans the office to the President of the company that leads us all with the vision - at the end in my line of business we can all say - I built that refinery, I built that toll-road, I built that bridge, I built that pipeline.
You are made for greatness I see it in what you have written. It is never too late to be what you might have become. I am 45 now, and I have accomplished so much in the past 5 years (time when the JW blindfold came of). I remember thinking that it was too late at the beginning, I cried a lot, felt like a victim, but then I got mad at the WTCorporation and everyone that dare to see me as less because I was not one of them anymore. I swore that CORPORATION was not going to take a SECOND of my life anymore. If you feel you're done, you are letting that CORPORATION control your life, steal your dreams, destroy your future, kill you.