What percentage of Gay Bethelites came forward during the Great Purge in 1978-1982? They are still alive, I know a few who were at Bethel and have nice loving gay husbands now, no lighting struck them down because they refused to confess to the Tower's leaders!
Jesus is the answer, he will forgive your sins because you made things right in God's eyes! I wish your wife was as honest as the Elders you plan on confessing too. We have Snoop-Elder, he is a walking contradiction looking for sinners while his JW Daughter is able to get laid with other Elders daughters on the down-low! Snoop-Elder won't confront is daughter but he is willing to slam you and your wife for being a sinner!