My little sister is 14 years younger than me. She was always special to me, I took care of her, when my mother was working, I carried her around, I comforted her. We are very similar in our interests for music and literature.
She is in secondary school, an unbaptised publisher.
Since I study in the US, we only see each other about once a year. She knows my feelings about the organisation, although we never really talked about it. We always had something more important to talk about. Or so I thought.
Today I received an email from her, saying that she can't talk to me as before. It was a long email, and she seemed confused, about what she means. I don't know, what triggered this, but from reading it, it seems as if her cult presona and real self in her are battling.
It makes me so sad and angry.
I don't know if and what I should answer. I rpobably should sleep about it first.
I know it's not a unique story, and there are many of you who will understand how it is.
Thanks for reading.