I left at 19 when I was DFed. I was so angry and hurt over being wrongly DFed that I told myself I'd never go back. But I still considered the JWs Christians. I joined a mainstream Christian church when I was in my mid-20's, but always thought in the back of my mind that I might go back. Especially after my divorce several years later when I felt very alone with little family around.
It wasn't until June of last year when I logged onto this site and started reading, reading, reading. I was floored! There was a whole community of people who were just like me. I couldn't get enough information. After reading so many of Maximus', Kent's, AlanF's, and Amazing's research I knew one thing for sure: JW's were a cult and I was NEVER going back. I still resolutely believe that.
The biggest difference that realization has made on my life, is the feeling of freedom I live my life with now. I don't feel guilty. I don't feel like I have to look over my shoulder constantly. My thinking and life has changed so much over the last 10 months, it's not even funny! I love it!