Last year, my last JW Memorial, I listened to the talk as an outsider would. The speaker strung unrelated texts together and for the first time, I saw that the interpretations made no sense. Afterward, I had a private Memorial with homemade unleavened bread and wine with four people--three of whom partook.
Since October, I've partook nearly every Sunday at church, and I plan to attend a commemoration of the Lord’s Supper this Thursday. The official term for this in mainstream Christianity is “Maundy Thursday”.