I've been a lurker here for about a year and a half. I am a baptised JW(born-in).
I was a publisher in good standing until about last December when i stopped putting in FS time as well as attending meetings and conventions including this year's memorial.
I no longer believe in the teachings of the watchtower society.
About 3 weeks ago an elder and a MS from my cong came to ny house uninvited and told me they were just checking on me and wanted to find why i haven't been to the meetings for such a long time. They told me it was not an official visit, but sort of hinted to me that if i don't show up then i might be getting an official one soon. well i thanked them for stopping by and told them i'll be at the meetings. 3 weeks have passed and i haven't been to any meeting, i have'nt heard anything yet.
The problem is i don't know what i'd say to the elders when they come for a visit. I don't want to DA or DF because my mom is a JW. I want to fade while in good standing.