Thanks for allowing me to vent. Again, the most important thing is that I don't allow my anger to fall into their hands. I have been acquainted with this site, as well as a few others, but I would always come and read and then want to stop thinking about the JWs at all. I have been out for 22 years. They really have no real part of my life. It is just with family members dying, my getting a divorce and trying to have some type of interaction they bring out those feelings of disgust over the entire cult religion.
But the truth is I want to be calm and give them no place to one up me. They are very very manipulative. I am just going to severly limit interaction with them, and move on with my life. I will create my own family; which I have in many ways, but sometimes after the death of a few and a divorce, you look around for those that raised you.
Again, thanks for all your kind words. I really appreciate it.