Background on me: Mid 20's, raised as JW, never baptised.
A month or so ago, some JW's were calling on my street, I missed them at my door, but they had parked in front of my house while they hit up the rest of my block. While they were at my neighbors door, I thought to myself "What is the easiest non-threatening simple message I could write on a piece of paper that would essentially give them "apostate" information, without them realizing what it was and shutting down?"
So I scribbled down "Search Google for Charles Taze Russels tombstone"
And folded the paper, and put it under their SUVs windshield wiper like a tract.
Curious as could be, the witnesses gathered back at the car, looked at the paper, said something to one another and TOOK IT WITH THEM! Clearly if they thought it was apostate they would have left it by the side of the road or something.
Now, I am not sure if this is related, but fast forward to a month later, I get a call from a middle aged witness couple who appear to just be calling on me (as far as I could tell), they could have been hitting up the block again but I doubt it, unless I got marked as a not-at-home.
Anyway, they start talking about their speech, I identify myself as a former (unbaptized) member who is now opposed (aka an unofficial apostate). They try to share a scripture with me and ask what stumbled me out of the religion. I told them I was raised in it and Google stumbled me out.
I told them that if they googled "Charles Russels" tombstone they would find a picture of a pyrmaid, clearly not faked as the graves address is posted for in person verification. I explained that the tombstone had symbols of numerology on it, which had a spiritistic origin.
The first thing out of their mouth was "But we don't follow Russel!"
I said "Oh? Who do you follow then?"
"The first century christians!" they replied
I countered "Ok, then didn't he found your organization?"
"No, the first century christians did!"
I said "Well, you belong to the Watchtower organization, correct? Charles Russel was the founder of it. In addition, the same symbol on his pyrmaid was used on the Watchtower."
I then encouraged them to Google it and see for themseleves, and assured them it wasn't evil apostate information they would find, but rather a picture of a tombstone. After all, how could a picture be considered apostate, its of a freaking grave site!
What did they say? "Let me share this scripture with you..."
I interrupted, and said again they needed to look it up on Google.
They then said something to the effect of me not wanting everlasting life (weak fear based approach)
I replied with this "Well, according to you, there is no hell, no eternal suffering, correct?"
"Correct" they said.
I furthered "And the dead are conscious of nothing, am I right?"
"Yes" they answered.
So basically, I have two possibilities. If I put all my faith in the WTBS and live a really restricted life slaving away for the "truth", I might live forever, or I might have been duped, and wasted the only life I have.
OR
I could live my life the way I want, and if heaven forbid I am wrong, and Jehovah and the Watchtower Org were correct, I will die, be conscious of nothing, AND NEVER KNOW I MISSED OUT.
Therefore, as an agnostic, the best logical decision in this circumstance is the latter. Bottom line, I told them, is "I know very well what the WTBS claims, and based on its teachings, if I defy what the Watchtower says, I will never know I missed out because I will be dead, and I am ok with that."
So the woman has the nerve to say "Ohh so you want the easy way out"
I really felt like saying "The easy way out? Lady, I'm in the military, I'm willing to die for your right to hypocritically judge people and mind control them. If anything, you're taking the easy way out by blindly accepting the Watchtower as truth, and living off the welfare of the taxes I pay so you can cult-recruit full time"
But I simply said "Just search Google for what I told you, have a nice day" and shut the door.