Hi,
I've been lurking for a while here, though this is my first post...
So, I've recently had a bit of a run in with the in-laws, and will need to go and see them soon to 'talk it out...' However, I'm a bit unsure as to how best to go about it, and how much their religion is going to impact their thoughts and therefore our conversation and interactions going forward...
In a nutshell: My boyfriend and I have been together for 12 years, (lived together for 10) though are not yet married. We got together in high school. He was raised as a JW, though (thankfully) was never baptised. It's fair to say that it's been the cause of a few issues throughout our relationship. His family have always been friendly enough towards me, though I've never felt totally accepted, and feel like I'm being judged every time I'm around them. They make negative comments about me to my bf, and to their other son - who is in the religion and married to a good JW girl.
I've always been very respectful to the religion. I've studied a bit with them so I could make an informed decision on my own - which I did - (which is that I think it's a load of BS and would never be involved with any such fear inducing, mind controlling organisation). However, I've never expressed this opinion to that extent; they just know that it’s not for me… I've put up with being made to sleep in different rooms when we visit - for 12 years (!!!) which actually makes me feel like a second class couple, when the bro and wife are always given the same room. I understand the belief and everything, but they have no problem when they need to crash at our 'sinful' home, and they know we're in it for the long haul... And then they get the $hits because we don't visit enough - and blame that on me of course...
Anyway, recently, as a result of the run in we had, I’ve been doing a bit of research into the religion and have been a bit shocked as to some of the things I’ve found out!! All the changes in blood / organ / antibiotics / vaccines rules, the ‘2 witness’ to a crime rule, the ‘scream if you’re raped’ rule etc. Obviously the child abuse situation and their response to both the victim and the perpetrator. The ‘end of the world’ stuff I was already aware of, and have heard the ‘objection handling’ around these, though it’s only recently that I’ve read the actual texts outlining these events as definite proof. False prophet anyone? I’m at a bit of a loss as to how these reasonably intelligent, kind hearted people, are not able to see through this and are able to belong to a group with such hateful rules! Now I have a bit of a problem, because I'm finding it a lot more difficult to feel overly respectful, especially when I have copped so much from various Witnesses over the years...
Anyway - that’s their belief and that’s fine. My dilemma: I’m going to be with this guy for the rest of my life, his family are important to him and vice versa, though unfortunately, they see me more as someone that they have to see if they want to see him… How do I be assertive to them and let them know that they need to respect MY beliefs for once, without saying anything which is going to totally pi$$ them off and make them think that I am influenced by Satan or something…
I’ve already told my bf that he needs to tell them explicitly that leaving the religion was totally his decision and I didn’t influence him one bit, which he’s agreed to, though to be honest I think they will always hold me in some part responsible… I know that everyone is different and just because they are Witnesses they are going to behave in a certain way - and they aren't as extreme as some, though do seem to be getting more involved and insulated from 'the world' as time goes by. How can I get my point across, and what sort of things should I simply avoid..?
Also – is it really true that until 1950, Witnesses were instructed to pray to Jesus – which is now a disfellowshipping offence!!??
And one other thing – to me, it seems clear that this organisation meets the requirements of ‘cult’ though I’m at a bit of a loss to see what the point is. I figure there’s got to be money involved, though can’t seem to find out too much about that, though bf reckons that it’s just that people get off on feeling spiritually superior. What’s the deal?
Any advice would be greatly appreciated, I've seen a great deal of concise, informed and articulate posts here - I'm hoping someone might have something to offer!!! :)
Thanks!