I loved what you said here ,,,
My dream is to one day wake up in the morning and breath the air of freedom, freedom from this cancer I currently live in. And walk out the door with a smile on my face and feel the wind pass me bye and whisper gently in my ear that everything's going to be okay as I place my first step out into the world and never ever look back.
Even after sooo many years out, and a truckload of problems atm,,,, I feel the same way EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE.
Keep fading, and I will be sending you some good energy,,, remember, on those difficult days, that we are here for you.