It hasn't been that long ago that you were looking for a church to attend.
Amazing isn't it? I attended a few of them. Every time I sat in one, it felt just like the cult from which I had emerged. Soon I discovered that I wanted to escape religion, for it was all the same stuff, in different packages. After that, it took a long time to call myself Atheist though. Even as an atheist, if God wants me, all he has to do is show himself. That's all I ask.
As I recall, I am one of AK-Jeffs mentors. He is a smart guy. I also get along pretty well with BTS, another smart guy.
And just when are the three of us going to quaff a beer or two? or LOL.