First, they made many bad promises. They welshed on everything they promised me.
Also, with what they did to me with the opposite sex (exploiting what Jehovah himself already did), I realized that, whether it was the truth or not, I was better off outside. The worst wouldn't to get destroyed. The worst would be to survive, and have all the females die (or end up being their sole remaining problem) on my account because they couldn't stand me around. That would be a bigger guilt trip than all the hounders could possibly give me about not doing enough field circus or doing bad things could possibly get. And they kept telling me to just meet other men--the "sisters" avoiding me would be judged (meaning either they would all die on my account, or get in only to have their lives ruined by my being there).
On that same note, it also means (since Jehovah himself created the problem) I have absolutely nothing to lose should I end up going to hell. I don't believe his promise to fix the problem after my death--he has welshed on it many times before, I know he would welsh on it then (and I don't want to be why everyone I am drawn to is in hell or miserable in heaven, any more than I want them all in Gehenna while I make it to paradise earth). Which gives me pretty much nothing to lose by not only leaving the witlesses, but bashing Jehovah himself as well.