Hi Flowers,
I think it might help if you actually do some of your own research or at least read other intense research on the beliefs of JWs. This is what helped me get over any lingering doubts. After awhile I would actually feel sick at finding out how we have been duped. Even after all of the head knowledge and the begrudging acknowledgment that I have been a fool for not analyzing all of the madness, I found that I had to let go of my emotional connection and realize that I was now on my own and had to make my own decisions. There would no longer be any leaning on Jehovah or the society either for that matter. And yet I found that this thought wasn't a bad thing.
Oh how I cried at the betrayal of the society and the board of governors, I mean governing body. Imagine, I had already been inactive for over 8 years and yet the mental and emotional connection still ran very deep. These days, I am having the best time of my life making my own informed decisions and participating more fully in my world. There is no doubting now when I speak to my Jw family that they really are just drones lip-syncing the words of the Watchtower corporation. That corporation dictates what movies they watch, who they can speak with and governs most other activity in their lives. Did you ever imagine that getting baptized to serve god meant most of your decision making would be removed from you?
As far as Armageddon and everlasting life are concerned, if exercising my thinking ability and making my own decisions with my god-given mind and heart condemn me to just one human lifespan, then so be it; I will take my chances.