I pray for you BANE that God helps you to open your eyes and grasp the true meaning of 'GRACE' which the JW's have not grasped.
Always remember mercy, humility and love. 'Hosea 6 v 6 for I desire mercy not sacrifice, and acknowledgement of God rather than burnt offerings. 'Luke 6 v 36 Be merciful, just as your father is merciful. NIV
With kindness and gentleness, '2Peter 1 v 6-9 For this very reason, make every effort to add to your faith goodness and to goodness, knowledge, and to knowledge, selfcontrol,perseverance and to persaverance, godliness, and to godliness, brotherly kindness and to brotherly kindness, love. for if you posess these qualities in increasing measure, they will keep you from being ineffective and unproductive in your kowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ. but if anyone does not have them, he is nearsighted and blind, and has forgotten that he has been cleansed from passed sins.