thats one of the most nagging questions, why did I not see this earlier ?
Why did it take so long to see through this scam ?
Why did I defend the oddest teachings with far-fetched reasonings ?
My reply: hardly if ever, were we able to see the other side, anything apostate was demonized, and the usual house-holder we meet, has mostly only little knowledge of JW, or even the bible.
its all about control of information, the WTS feeds you only what fits their agenda, and make it appear "bible-based" so anything that contradicts them contradicts automatically Gods word.
only when their information control got too tight, (example km 2007, about not studying the bible in Greek, or the newer and more extrem approach to higher education) my personal red flag got up.
I started first to think for myself, and not to agree with certain teachings...then I ignored the warning about apostates, and came finally to this site...
If they slowly opnened up, a process imho that began in the nineties, maybe I still would be fully in, but they choose the other road, and therefore caused me (and others) to see through....
regarding responsibility ? well, Jesus forgave those who tortured him, because they did not know what they are doing, while he strongly rebuked those who knew, like the Pharisees, priests etc...
at least, thats what I hope for...