no......er yes......................but I Feel GOOD!!!!!
Are You Naughtier Than Before?
ATJ:To a certain degree, I have embraced my inner @$$hole...
I just have to resurrect this one. hee hee...
Am I naughtier than before? Getting there. I now listen to music that would make almost any fundie religionista blush. My choices in other kinds of entertainment are getting racier as well. I'm chatting it up with ppl online who are at least as dirty minded and twisted as I am. I'll smoke an occasional cigar too. I'm seriously considering doing things that I hardly would have thought of doing before. OTOH I was NEVER able to give up on cursing or nasty jokes.
As I'm changing my life and trying out new things, I'm just trying to avoid doing anything particularly stupid like so many other X-JW's have unfortunately gotten themselves into.
Like others here have said, I'm just trying to shed the lifelong guilt and frustration over what's simply in my nature...
None of your beeswax.