My user name Highdose i chose because after leaving the borg i was on a high dose of anti depressants to help me cope.
I'm happy to report that my user name is no longer accurate! After many weeks of cutting the dose down i am now off the pills totaly!:)
Such a relief! It signals that i'm over the worst of the damage that a lifetime of being in a cult did to me, my head feels soooo much clearer!
and thanks to you all for helping me to get to this place:)