I used to say, "I never left Jehovah."
But now, I don't even care to say that! It's not "The Truth," and I knew it in my gut for a long time. Yes, sometimes I reminisce about my family life back then. But I was not free to be me. And it's hard to live life when being authentic and true to self is considered Satanic.
I wouldn't even waste my breath on a question like that. The diatribe is pointless for a JW. Maybe someone who has never been a JW, I might explain why I would never return. But to a JW?! Hahahaha pointless! I would simply look at them, roll my eyes, and walk away.