The thought of it scares me so much I can't even think straight... Just writing this makes my heart race like you wouldn't believe.
I need to face my Dad and Mom. My Dad abused us, my Mom allowed the abuse. I need to face him with my two older brothers - the ones who got it the worst and who never faced them about it...
I know my mind will go blank so I'm simply going to write out what I have to say and read it to them. I'm going to say how it affected me, how I see it affecting some of my brothers and sisters, and that my mother is just as much to blame.
I'm going to give them a chance to try to explain. I hope out of all this for us to have some closure and healing.
I will also bring up the JW thing. I will keep that part of it brief though. I will say how I don't know how to believe the JWs as a true religion when the abuse never seemed to affect there conscience and how they never felt the need to have a JC. How my father was the PO during all this and nothing was done. How in recent years the holy spirit supposedly reappointed him even though he did these things and nothing was done about it. I will say I that I've been told Jehovah will take care of things in his own due time and I believed it. But, how could Jehovah reappoint you through his holy spirit when this was never addressed?
Anyways, what are your thoughts or suggestions on approaching my parents?