((((puppylove))))
Sorry to hear you're not in the Christmas spirit. When my family and I were in the truth, my siblings felt deprived (and yes, cheated) out of Christmas presents. So we started PRESENT DAY, (it was after Christmas, the last Sunday in February). We exchanged inexpensive gifts and went out to dinner that night. Even my JW parent got into the act, which surprised all of us. So maybe it might help if you started your own memories and new traditions. Christmas, and any time of the year for me, is all about love, caring and giving.
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