Flipper you made some really nice comments to me previously about my friends and family that are JW's and I appreciate the support.
I will say that awhile back someone told me the following when I was still believing in the "truth": "You know, I can see you are being loyal. And you think that is what Jehovah wants. But what are you really being loyal to? How many years have to go by and how many changes will you put up with in the name of truth until you realize what is going on?
That helped me really think about the doubts I already had and how much more would I put up with?