If you don't have much family in and you think they will still associate with you; you may feel more freedom if you did get da'd or df'd. With your friends, you will be marked as bad association even if you just do a fade. I wouldn't count on any of friends being there for you.
I felt so much freedom and stress lifted from me when I got df'd. I was able to move on with my life and celebrate holidays & birthdays and basically do anything I wanted! The only prob I've had is that ALL my family is JW's except for one sister. That part has been hard; but over time you just learn to deal with it. Thankfully my husband now is not & has never been a JW nor has any of his family.
Keep us posted on what happens on Saturday!!