Thanks for the replies. I wish nothing but the very best to all of you in your "new" lives outside of the wt world. I have been completely confident with non-jws as a short term aquaintence. Most of them would be extremely (and by extremely, I mean BAAM) surprised to know I'm one of those annoying religious fanatics at their door in the morning (or used to, for the most part). But building a relationship stronger and more meaningful than an acquaintenship is and has been been difficult with non-jws because in my mind I was like, "in the long run they will probably ruin my good habits, or those I have left anyways". So they are just for temporary fun. It's kind of weird, I know, but I'm sure some of you might understand me. Rest assured, I'm working on it. Plus I pretty much don't have any witness friends now so... And those I have, know what's up with me and are in the same process.
Thanks again, and cheers!
(I can't stop saying "cheers" and "bless you" every time I can in front of jws).