I read your post, all of it. I love your mind!
If you can keep stepping out of the box, maybe you would like to read Sylvia Browne. I don't agree with her about everything, but she has some interesting ideas. I find her mind so interesting.
Don't 'open up" to the jws, Pb. They will only hurt you.
if you look at the 'best of' section here and read it, you will be amazed at so many others who have felt as you. Not everyone here is Christian, Some have become atheists. but that's OK. They are using their mind to think for themselves. it will not hurt you to read their posts. information cannot hurt us. jws told us that for so long. It was a lie.
Sanford and son. lol