I slept very late yesterday watching many panel discussions on Nethanyahu’s speech to the Congress, hence got up late to see your train of questions.
Your interesting response (“you've raised more questions rather than answer any “) helps me to answer all your questions in whole-sale!
There are many people who do not believe man has landed in Moon in 1969 (google search will give you why they feel so). The only answer we can give to them is that ‘you take up your own moon-mission.’ The same applies to you also. You try own meditation. The way you stop your tongue from talking, you can stop the talking of your mind (which is called thinking). When you are in such a pure conscious stage, one day you will come in alignment with THE PURE CONSCIOUSNESS which is your very source. Then you will feel an equalization taking place with regard to what is lacking in you—like water finding its own level which means pipe is connected to a water source. In which color of rays you will receive supply of qualities you have gone depleted may or may not happen the exact way it happened to me. It’s my own experience, and I have not compared with anyone else’s experience. Each quality comes in certain rays of color—this has been my experience. (don’t ask how can you see color when you have switched off all your senses…..it may be the same mechanism that happens in your dream—we see color, yet our physical eyes are sleeping at that time—which shows our soul is the real experiencer which uses our bodily sense organs, yet it also sees without bodily organ, the eyes—how? Because the soul is the exact representation of the very being of God). In that connected condition, “communication happens between your consciousness and THE PURE CONSCIOUSENESS.” How? I am not able to experiment that. When I enjoy the fragrance of the flower, that is not the time to find out the chemistry of fragrance-transmission. There was one great scientist who understood this perfectly—Nikola Tesla—who contributed much of the electricity-related inventions of other scientists. But he was almost like disfellowshipped from the community of Scientists. He said: “When the scientists study this supernatural, they will accomplish in one decade more than they accomplished until now.” And I am a follower of Nikola Tesla.