I recently realized that I don't know or need to know the answers to the big questions in life. The details no longer matter to me. I just kinda gave up on the struggle to be right or in the know. I just wish to live my life and experience what makes life real, the here and now.
There is so much peace of mind in just living and experiencing life without all the analyzing. I have good friends and precious family to love. What could be better than this? It was trying to find answers to questions that don't really matter that got me involved in the jws and it is the total lack of desire to know these details that has finally set me free.
Anyone else feel the same way? After I left, for a year I was looking for a new set of answers. No more. I just want to drift along with life and see where it takes me. Such a feeling of freeness and contentment I have not experienced since I was a small child.